Hi everyone. Well 4 weeks now. I've controlled the voice saying go on Steve you can enjoy a few then stop again ok. I think the hardest thing is that I feel distant from people especially my wife. It's like I'm having to re-learn how to have a proper relationship. I'm bored a lot too. I know I have to find positive things to fill my time. On the plus side I've notice I am starting to become more patient with my children and others. Also there is just less unnecessary drama. I haven't so far had the re-surfacing and having to deal with un-resolved emotions I was expecting, maybe that's yet to come. Go to go out this weekend so my first real test. But I won't drink. The site has been a real help. I read a lot which lets me see other have been through and achieved what I need to and spend time in the chat room. Anyway thank you for you support. Onward and upward I go.
