I'm lying all cozy in bed
Warm and well-fed
Soon I'll close my eyes
And hope for a pleasant surprise
I don't know what awaits in my dreams
Hopefully some good things
It wasn't always this way
I remember those days
I'd simply pass out
And awake to self-doubt
There was no real sleep
No dreams to keep
Thinking back I remember so well
That deep, dark hell
Basic things I'd lost
Dreams only a fraction of the cost
The money I spent
Hardly made a dent
Compared to the price I paid
And everything I did trade
Just to get wasted
My sanity
My memory
Given away for alcohol tasted