Resetti

Hello, everyone, I've been drinking.

Not today, but yesterday and the days before. I don't know why, everything was going my way. There are no extenuating circumstances to make me drink. I wish there was, I wish there there was some terrible reason I'm going through this, but there isn't. I drank even though I didn't want to drink and I really wanted to stop. But I failed.

I considered suicide a few times, but couldn't put my loved ones through it.

I'm not going to drink today, that's all I can say.

I feel completely defeated, I was so sure, I always thought if I put my mind to something I'd do it. I'm so sorry.

I won't drink tonight, I'd like to say I won't drink forever, but I've said that before.

Hope everyone is doing well, Resetti.