Hey all !
Gotta catch up on posts. Been trying to chill out, had my phone on charge and just left it. Really bothered me having to deal with this past. I don't think my wife's shingles medicine is helping. Don't know for sure, but I bet her nerves don't help. I hear that on depression feelings ! Going and watching drug deals go down and stealing back my own vehicle, has been very surreal in an unpleasant way. Feel kinda crazy. Whew that place and that kind of life seemed so bonkers to me.
Didn't drink anymore, but I'm pretty fizzed out because of stress I guess. In line at elementary school to pick up my 7 yr old.
God I'm glad to live in the mountains. Or at any rate, just away from where I grew up. Seems like a Different planet, it's so bad there.
I'm really sorry that some y'all are feeling bad. I'll read up closer, but know that I'm here with you still