(((Pearl))) You are in my thoughts and prayers today. I know it isn't easy having to walk thru this but the only way out is thru. You can do this. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and open up to yourself and explore you. Get to know yourself.
It is a big task to face ourselves and we never know what we will find, but it is worthwhile to see what is inside of our treasured selves. Pray for strength to keep facing these things in your life.
Pearl, remember that we are here to support you. Turn to us and reach out anytime you need to and for anything at all.
Love,
C