I'm thoroughly miserable, tired, and facing a weekend of solid work ahead of s client meeting on Monday 7am. I have already worked sixty hours this week and not had a full day off since I was drinking - which will be 20 weeks ago tomorrow..
I'm not going to drink, and I know I will be grateful to wake up sober tomorrow.
I should put in a few hours tonight, but I just can't face it.
Things are immeasurably better than they were back in May, but there have to be down days. And this is one of them, I suppose.
Although this is a gloomy post, I really appreciate everyone's posts today. You have kept me just far enough away from the edge to stay safe.
BF - sorry to hear of your relapse. Please treat it very seriously and get whatever help you can. You can do it.
Go well and have a good weekend Undies