Congratulations, Whodey!!! Right backatcha with all of your nice words and thanks. Honestly, there is no one is my life who actually "gets it", like you all do. Everyone of my friends and family are either normal drinkers or active alcoholics. No one around me knows what recovery takes! You sound wonderful and solid, Whodey. I was in Target today looking at all of the wine they were selling everywhere and it actually turned my stomach. I thought of all of the weekend days that I felt so bad and hungover and I can't believe how long I willingly did that to myself. You are so right, never forget the wilderness!!