I'm beginning to tarry from my posts because I feel empowered by the the length of my abstinence... Truth be told; I am also starting to forget the condition I was in which influenced my decision to quit. This is very problematic for me, as I almost caved to my AV. I wanted a drink badly today. Just one. Would I have regretted it? Probably. But alas. I'm still fighting for my sobriety. Glad I have you all to report to. I know you all are fighting too! We can overcome.
If it takes re-reading your old posts to remember, or hanging out in Newcomers forum for an hour or two, then do it CB.
Nothing's changed in terms of your relationship with alcohol, however much your AV might be trying to tell you it is.
Abstinence does not equal control.
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