Originally Posted by
Notimetoloose 
Thankfully, You will never have to go through that madness again...
Stay close to us...in the early days of my recovery I immersed myself in everything to do with recovery...it became my new addiction.
^^^ me too. It's good advice, and may save your life.
Welcome J, what an awful experience. I'm glad you're here, because you could have just as easily not been.
Stay close to SR, it helps to know you're not alone
