Originally Posted by
svenissober 
Are you even aware of the danger you are in?
You sound naive stating that you "want to be a fun person again " if you
could end up as a murder victim?
Donīt want to pick on you but you do not remove yourself and your kids from this psychopath?
Seriously, seems you might get murdered!
I appreciate your concern sven
And yes I do realize the danger I am in. Yes I have minimized it in the past... but I am now doing what I have to do to keep my children and myself safe. We are staying at my parents' house, 40 miles away.
Yes, he knows where we are. I don't believe he will try to come here. He doesn't drive, for one thing. I feel safe here.
I know it's bad. I know he is not a safe person. I am no longer making excuses for him.
When I said I "wanted to be a fun person again" I was thinking, I need to stay away from this psychopath, abusive AH so that I can be the person that I used to be.... I don't think that sounds naive.
I appreciate everyone's support, concern and validation.
Thanks all!