Ugh you guys. I signed up for a weekend-long meditation class ages ago. Like the full weekend, early morning til late night. Plus it's kind of far away so here I am up at 6:30 on my day off. This is either going to be awesome or terrible!
Upwards, don't apologize for posting about your situation... it's so important to use our support networks! Also I know I learn from hearing other people's struggles and watching how they get through them. So, win-win.
I had my worst-yet drinking dream last night. I dreamt that I'd been drinking again, but like possibly for weeks. I couldn't remember when I'd started again, or how many people knew, or whether I'd messed up at work because of it, I just knew that I was physically dependent again and while other stuff was happening during the dream I kept having to run and sneak vodka. The whole time I was thinking, "this has to be a dream" but then I'd think "no, this time it's real." **shiver
OK. Time to run and then... sit.
