Thanks Crois , you make so much sense.
I've spoken to him about it 2 weeks ago and said I'm not happy. It's actually a trigger for me. I wanted to go out and get a bottle of champagne just so I could check out and not have a confrontation.
I couldn't stop thinking about it for an hour or so.
Luckily he left for work early tonight , so the feeling passed.
I'm really having thoughts about thinking I may be better on my own with just Holly. I literally cringe every day I come home and he is in that same spot.
It's really doing my head in :/
Sigh, sorry to be a killjoy
Xx