Oh, goodness, V, you are never a burden here!! We all care about you and worry for you, and want you to let us know how you are doing! Support, right? That is why we are all here. You cannot be the constant cheerleader for everyone and get nothing to build yourself back up. It goes both ways. Lean on us if it helps you.
I know this has been a very hard year for you. You can't catch a break. It has to turn around. Big hugs and love for you, V.