Thanks guys for your words of support. Poor internet is keeping from replying.
I'm doing better now. We left Yogyakarta with my dead laptop - 12 days later no progress, but I'm adapting to not having laptop. Taking it easy in Bali now - I am down with traveller stomach. Fiancé is going to stay 1 week longer to give me time to mentally prep for him leaving - the extra week helps me transition quite a bit. Yes I will continue solo
Feeling much better now. I will check in again when I have better connection.
Hugs to you all!!!!!