From IOAA...this is good stuff...
"Alcoholism comes in many flavors and we can easily say this or that hasn’t happened to me YET: You’re Eligible Too.
Best results often happen early on."
I would emphasize what others have said and implied...this is a delicate time for you. Take this turning point deadly serious, and you and your family will reap untold benefit in your sober future. Mess around with it, give yourself an "out", and you put at dire risk everything sweet in your life. Putting it off, even if you succeed later...at what cost to your family's trust in you? To mention only the very least of potential consequences.
Truth in Advertising: I am quite young in my sobriety. Getting sober brought the world and my life into sharp focus. I apologize if I seem to evangelize too enthusiastically.