Must have still had alcohol in my system earlier, starting to feel impending doom, depression. This may have been my rock bottom , I lost about 5 hours of my life, even dont remember .things from before drinking. Has that happened to anyone? That part terrifies me.
I know this aftermath depression is temporary , but I am worried about brain damage. I have had blackouts before, but always remembered what I was doing before drinking, this is.so different, like I was in a fuege state. Going to main thread to check on this.