The weird twists and turns of life. I found myself reading Greenwoods reply and actually I generally agree. No, I have no compulsion to follow RR but thats no big deal, I kind of had a penny drop moment, where I thought to myself "what the hell am I doing here, quibbling and intellectualizing" let me tell you its bloody tiring and not much fun. I turned 50 this year and have 11 years as a non gambler, most if not all of the things I attached to as reasons why I quit ended up being just convenient stories that simply fell into the void left by my human need to understand, maybe it was just I decided gambling was not for me and stuck to my decision, (you know it could be as simple as that).