Good deal guys. Glad all is well for ya!
Today I am going into my house I'll be losing soon. I'm gonna spend the day getting ready to load up two garages work of crap. One enter garage is a wood shop, the other is mostly lawn equipment.
It'll be an emotionally draining day. The wood shop was my hide out spot when I was married. Popped pills, smoked stuff, and drank a lot in there. I'll be in the belly of the beast in a way. Being in the wood shop doesn't give me urges. It makes me want to cry and my head fills with"If only," or "why?"
This is my music for Amp. I'm going to be selling everything. I need money and I don't have any interest in working with wood anymore. I worry that I may snap out of it one day and be left without tools. But I've got to make a decision and move on with it. It's been 3years since I left my family. If i don't have any interest now, I doubt I ever will.