Happy birthday FABL! Hope you have a good day!
3wolves, I am so sorry the way things went with your Mom. I try not to make things more than what they are with my Mom. For my own sanity I just can't. ((Hug))
Sounds like y'all are pushing through and doing a job well done. As you go just keep finding ways to deal with your addiction and it's really about learning to live differently. Change the things you used to do and replace with healthy activities. Try to be positive to replace the negative AV that still lives in you and is still pretty active right now. That AV is the dumbest thing you know. Don't listen to it!
Have a good sober Sunday! ((Hug))!