Goose, I have described some of my weird dreams here, dreamed I killed two people with a knife and had no conscience about it, they were bad people. It was a dream, I don't go around killing people in real life, same as you no longer drink G&T in real life. TBH I do get discombobulated when I wake from a drinking dream, fortunately I don't get many, but as it was my main occupation for nigh on 30 years, it doesn't surprise 'waking' me that they are a part of my stream of consciousness ( or UNconsciousness in this case!)
Courage, my money would be on you sweetie, I bet you have a mean uppercut!
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