Hi Everyone,
I am on day 89 of recovery. For the most part, I have been feeling fairly average. About one or two days a month now I have complete anxiety days. I tend to remember all of the embarrassing moments and guilty moments I had while drinking and feel so ashamed. Do these particular feelings ever vanish?
On another note, I feel like I lost a bit of my identity. I feel awkward socially. I have scary feelings like my husband is going to leave me. I can be irritable. I feel like I want to start occasionally drinking again just to get my normal back. I never had this anxiety before.
On a positive note, it feels great not being hungover. I feel like a better mom for being responsible.
Thanks for reading and great to see others sticking too it.