Day 5 today. The drive home from work is my biggest trigger...usually I've had a somewhat stressful or mostly just unfulfilling day at work, and during the drive home, my brain tells me to counteract that with alcohol. Generally if I can just make it home, I'll be okay.
I'm dealing with a lot of anxiety and fear right now. Just general life stuff that I was repressing with alcohol. Trying my best to deal with it.