Feeling suicidal
Hey Guys
I have been MIA for a while now.. I have 64 days and its been an absolute rollercoaster the last few weeks..
A lot ha been going on "life on life terms"and I don't have my crutch anymore and its becoming so hard to deal with.
My jb is becoming way to much to handle my sponsor thinks I need to take a stress lave but I'm so worried Ill become even more stressed out about money.. its really starting to affect my recovery because I have been crying for an hour stewing in the self pity and wanting to use I have been obsessing about taking my life and have caused myself some harm through self injurious behaviours
I am feeling too much