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Old 09-27-2015, 12:27 AM
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charliesworld
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fruitmarzipan - I was up at 4 too. It's now 8.15 and I have done the ironing, caught up on a GOT episode before the boys woke up, showered and waiting for my food shop to arrive. Feels like lunchtime already and I will be tired later but I'm feeling good today. I hope you start to feel better soon. I guess being in rehab gives you plenty of time to think.

forabetterlife - well done for finding a distraction. A massive trigger for me is to be in the house alone overnight. It wouldn't be too bad if I would just drink at the night time but I get so drunk I don't know what I'm doing and often wake in the early hours and carry on which then leads into the next day and sometimes that will then lead to days. Even if I did just drink at the night time I could go from sober to blotto in 2 hours and then would spend the next day ill if not a few days, so for those 2 hours I would spend much longer suffering. Looking at it objectively it's not worth it but on the rare occasion I do get the night to myself it's hard to see it to the end because the lure of getting drunk on my own with no one around is very tempting.

Shopping is here. Happy sober Sunday everyone
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