I am back to day 1 today.. .. I let AV tell me " you have gone 33 days - you dont have a problem - you can drink" and I listened.
I ended up drinking a bottle of prosecco and when that was gone had a couple of beers. It was stupid and I woke up this morning with a swollen face.. I didnt do anything stupid and I dont have a hangover but it wasn't worth it. Spent the evening at a friends house- we didnt do anything except talk and watch a movie- I could have done that without the alcohol and I decided not to, UGH!
Picking myself back up- resetting the clock and determined to go again.. Wont listen to AV again..