Day 27
Man do you guys ever post like crazy.
Its crazy to think I've come this far. Four weeks is, I believe, the longest I've ever gone without a drink since I started down the rabbit hole.
Again, the cravings rarely hit. Especially the taste of alcohol, the idea of the taste, really just gives me the creeps almost. Sometimes I miss the sensation and the way it blocked out large chunks of time. But thats a silly thing to miss. My alcoholic world was its own little bubble of madness that I played around in that, as I've stepped out, I realize has little to no relationship with the real world.
That is why its scary to be without alcohol. But that is why its even scarier to drink.