Starting day three..stayed up till 11 beading and talking with my husband...he had spent the day mulling over my words. I had to look him in the eye and say "I am an alcoholic and I need help" just the night before. I asked him to not be passive in this, to not enable me in any way, to remind me of what I am working towards. SOBRIETY. We have 32 years together. This morning when he left for work, along with my goodbye kiss and I love you, was a big hug and hang in there, use your support group, call XXXXXX if you need a meeting. While I have to get sober for me, I don't want to let him down now that he "gets" it.
Zucchini and bananas on the counter waiting to be made into bread.
Hugs to all for being here. Your presence right now means more than you know.