KeyofC - Wonderful quote! Recovery from alcoholism is definitely a journey. Staying on the beam - vigilance - is leading me to freedom and joy. Thanks also for sharing how you build your relationship with your HP.
Casey - Was working the dinner shift adversely affecting your recovery? Was it hurting your spirit? Did you feel triggered? Were you upset? Did you find yourself thinking you could moderate? Did you find yourself wanting to give up and drink? Questions you can think about as you determine your next steps.
Cbf - Welcome! Post away! We've all been where you are.
Toots - Alcoholism never goes away. I think your post illustrates the importance of vigilance, always.
BoozeFree - When you're stressed is a great time to reach out to your recovery network. I find there's a difference between friends who don't drink and friends who are in recovery. Find a meeting and take what works for you.