Proud of you too,FBL
I'm not gonna lie, I have had moments like that too, were in my head, I have just given in, I know later I'll go buy wine and drink it, feel ashamed and hungover blah blah blah, it's like I almost accept my fate, I accept it as a given that I'm going to do it.
I let those thoughts come over me, I listen to them, and then I tell them to get f****d LOL. I stop whatever I'm doing, and go get myself something nice to eat, or make myself a nice cup of tea, anything to get the thought of the taste of that wine out of my mouth.
and I smile as I realise, once again, I have beaten another one of Av's tricks and I'm stronger for it.