Ff, can totally relate to what you are saying about organization. I looked at my work space the other day (really my whole house) and thought, egads, what happened? Of course nothing happened at all while I was drinking, which was part of the problem!
Once I get through these next couple of intense work weeks, im going to begin to tackle the worst places in the house. Not only will it make me feel calmer, it'll give me something productive to do in the evenings during my witching hour.
Hang in there, ff, and reach out for support if you need it. I've done that before and it really helps!