I have not checked in to the site in a while but I’m 912 days sober. I was very active in the Under thread early on in my sobriety. I am very grateful to be sober, and living the life that I always wanted. Today I am a good father, husband, employee, and friend. I attend AA 3 times a week and work closely with a sponsor. Running has also been an important part of my recovery. I ran my first marathon last May, and running my first Ultra Marathon in October. Waking up every day and not being a slave to the drink is a blessing. I still struggle with loving myself and comparing myself to others. I’m trying to practice gratitude when the bad self-talk enters my mind. God Bless