Hi SR family. With out you all, I was doomed...
Hi Casey...good job chatting w the boss...I'm sure the day shift will help...it is awesome being able to walk into the boss.s office confident we don't reek of booze......look him in the eye....good morning sir....nice!
Checking in.
Sober and tired. Tired from the gym. Almost 2 hours yesterday. Jogging, wind sprints...blah...blah.
I was reminded there are people with debilitating depression and anxiety posting here. I'm not helping them w my rants of perceived success. I am sorry to those people.
I am so ooooh blessed...lucky...I consider every day a gift. I struggle every day w my anxiety. But, I am practicing. I am beating the depression and anxiety w your help.
This is therapy. AA is therapy......on that note...
The last meeting I went to...56 people...4 minutes to talk...it was crazy...I never talk...I talk here...n e way...they were fighting to talk...3 people at a time...I'm. ...I'm an alcoholic. ...
Not going back to that one....too many people...
The meanest looking, most hungover looking guy in the meeting...started crying..it was awkward. ..so sad...this alcohol thing is a monster....
Get to sleep in till 6 am tomorrow...thank God...and I have Wed. Off work.
That is all...for now...
