Yes OMD. Says a lot. And I've come to think he's right. I really don't like drinking heavy. Not a big fan at all. I'm old enough (finally) and have learned from experience (finally), that moderation is not in my cards. So the solution is easy.
If I drink it will be to get drunk. Otherwise...why bother? I mean really. In not gonna have just one. That would be of nooo value whatsoever.
So I'll get drunk if I do decide to drink. Then I'll be hungover in one way or another. Tired, probably anxiety. I know without a doubt I'll be far less then "great".
It's not like I'm gonna wake up and say, "ah yeah. Soo glad I drank. Just what I needed." Nope.