Originally Posted by CaliButterfly

Fricka, please don't beat yourself up over your actions and the reason for your late husband's passing. You couldn't save his body, nobody could. I had a profound experience after my father died last November that proved in my mind that a soul lives on. He knows all of your thoughts and feelings, your guilt, your remorse, and he forgives all of it. He is at peace now, and you should be too. Forgive yourself and let the past go. I truly believe he would want that for you. Hugs....