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Old 09-19-2015, 09:35 AM
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Originally Posted by SwimKim12 View Post
Morning, All. Inc, great post about accountability. During those times when I was contemplating drinking, the AV told me that I didn't have to post that I had drank. I could pretend it never happened and no one would need to know. But as you've been through, Inc, that just leads to guilt and other bad feelings and ultimately you're back using.

As ashamed as I've always been to come and post here about my slips, I knew I had to do it if I really wanted a sober life. I agree that we have a great group here, and you all are my core support group. If I lost that, I would be in a very bad place very quickly. It's scary to imagine. And on a selfish note, I don't want any of you to disappear, because I need you. You help keep me sober.

No drinking for me today! I've got a few errands to run and a large stack of books to read. I'm grateful to be feeling good today and to not be hungover. Hope you all have a good one as well.
And I need you too, kim!!!
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