Originally Posted by
SleepyDots 
And the thing is, I feel SO good, my house is clean, my anxiety lessens every day, I have so much patience with my kids, I look better, etc. etc. But yet, from about 3-6pm all I can think about is wanting a glass of wine. No amount of reasoning/playing
I remember you sleepy dots-- not sure which class, I've been in quite a few -/
Those hours are so hard for me as well. I want a glass of wine so bad and hate feeling like I'm wishing time away to just get to another day and past another craving.
For me, i feel like there's and emptiness without alcohol in the evenings. Despite how crappy it makes and me and how miserable I am most of the time when I am drinking, I guess I still crave that escape. It's illogical. But I also know, from when I had s couple of months, that it really, really does get easier. I remember having a quiet self Assurance, and it felt great. I want it back !!