Originally Posted by
Lulu88 
...I think I just want to hear that it'll all be okay.. but maybe that was in a dream..
You WILL be okay. As long as you don't allow yourself to be dragged further into this nightmare that his addiction is creating.
Can I leave you the serenity prayer (that we use in AA) - it's got me through some really wobbly times...
God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference.
You cannot control him or his addiction, but with courage you can take yourself to a safe and happy future, away from verbal abuse and an emotionally unavailable partner. Take courage. *hug*