Dim

so here I am sitting in ER so they can manage my withdrawals after abother 6 day binge that almost killed me. After my last one, my g/f threatened to walk out, I had my whole family in tears and I had no choice but to come in so this withdrawal wouldn't kill me. I'mean now checked in to a detox centre for a week starting this Monday and i'm terrified of being away from my family let alone my gf who is hanging on by the shortest of threads. I'm so disgusted with myself and the state I've gotten myself into again and am now even starting to stress and worry about damage that i've cause to my brain drinking so heavily for so many days straight. looking for some love while I get through the next couple of days. Can anyone lend some support?
lots of love X