Reading from "Language of Letting Go":
God, help me own my power to love & appreciate myself. Help me give myself validity instead of looking to others to do that.
When I started drinking at 21 & took a job working as a cocktail waitress, then bartender, I took on a "tough girl" attitude, "I don't care what anyone thinks of me" attitude for years......only the last couple of years do I see, I care way too much what everyone thinks of me. Thought the above reading was fitting concerning that.