Dalekingston, welcome! I'm back after a hiatus too. Was sober for 6 months and then slowly drinking crept back until I found myself drinking wine every night. My situation is similar: on the surface life and work are going well. But I have known enough drinkers and read enough stories to know I'm flirting with disaster here. And once I have a few more sober days under my belt, I need to grapple with why, if my life is so great, I'm feeling the need to drown in wine every night.
Take care and I hope you have a great day. You have so many reasons not to drink, that beautiful 3 year old among them. So love kids T that age!