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Old 09-13-2015, 06:56 AM
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KeyofC
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Catching up with yall! I post in a few forums so to some it's kind of the same. Different groups give different perspectives which ALL help me.
I went to a party with my husband and some of his (our) family last night. I didn't drink, didn't have the urge either. I did notice people were drinking. I noticed none of them were drunk or drank excessively. I would've been the one to be that person. I am so happy I had a good time. We laughed, we talked, there were pickers and singers there. Of course they asked me to sing several times but I declined. Just can't until I know the association of me n singing and why it scares me to death to perform again. The best thing: I REMEMBER THE WHOLE NIGHT!! I was talking with my husband this morning about all this with tears in my eyes. I felt joy, relief, and so much gratitude.
Hope everyone has had a nice weekend. ((Hug)) to everyone! If you're struggling I hope it passes quick and don't give up on yourself!
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