Goodnight lovely
, sleep well , you've earnt it
Crois , you're right , they know this one could have been my last one.
But why should I let this bastard beat me. I'm stronger than that.
I'm going to walk my dogs tomorrow with Shaun. What a lovely doc I have , giving him 3 days compassionate leave to look after me .
Geez I sound like I'm 80 lol .
Maybe this was a test . I don't know what I believe in as a higher power but grtgrampa told me it can be anything you choose it to be .so I shall see what unfolds .
:-)