I just don't know what's wrong I see , my posts come across selfishly
It's not what I want self indulgent feeling really quite repugnant
Let's have fun with few more smiles sending it across the miles
I know we all live oceans away thank god for you who make my day
I will not lie i w,not pretend but sometimes I feel at my end
I've never felt so deep in shittt Really need to handle it
Now I know how others felt when on their knees they truly knelt
We almost beg For normal again but life it just won't ne the same
I thought I was smart I could do this all it did was take the pissss
How can I help others now when Im an alcoholic sow
I never envisioned my life as this it's purely just taking the pissss
I can't even get on track I don't know how to get Wendy back
She once was kind full of heart she's lost herself no new start
My sober Hesrt is telling your drinks are fake no high for you
But if you're seeking misery , it's the place you're meant to be
Cos nothing good comes from being pissed
Just think about the life you've missed .