Hey Troy,
I get terribly depressed after a binge; things may not be as bad as they seem. Sobriety can illuminate areas in our lives where we need to make big changes, and then it's our job to pick through that, bit by bit, and fix it up again. You will be okay, even if it doesn't seem that way right now. I don't want to see you homeless or your dogs homeless, either. I hope it's not quite as bad as all that. Stick with us and let's walk this road together.