Thank you all.....went to two AA meetings today, both really good meetings that I cried through. Welcomed with open arms again.....I know I've said it before, but I am going to take my seat there......I KNOW it's where I need to be. Took teen Son to do some school shopping.....first day of Junior year tomorrow....Love him so much & know he'll be on his own now before I know it. Other Son at home refused to go get me more alcohol when I asked him last night....told me I was doing better when I wasn't drinking & hat he wouldn't support me in it.....thanked him for that today. Onward I go