Originally Posted by Frickaflip233

For whatever reason counting days causes me to future trip. I remember when I was approaching year 1 I had this 'now what?' feeling. Like something momentous was supposed to happen in the first year. I made it almost another year but that second year was really tough. I didn't realize that really nothing changes. Its the same fundamentals everyday. So if I just stay focused on this moment with respect to my recovery, it keeps me from future tripping and keeps me out of the 'results' so to speak. It isn't how many days or years, its how I'm living right now.