Thank you so much for sharing....I can relate so much it's scary! I was a hot mess for a while too and did crappy things as well-toxic alcoholic relationships, eh? When I started my recovery journey almost three years ago I was determined to overhaul myself-I'm happy and proud of my choices, behaviors and actions-I too couldn't have said that a few years ago.
You are a real inspiration and I thank you so much for sharing!!
Much love!