Originally Posted by
MiaG 
This is me today as well! I also am with you on thinking that I end up drinking when I lose focus on the positives of not drinking and start thinking "Its not fair that other people can have fun" etc....funny how we forget the days like these and just end up focusing on the brief bit of fun!
I'm going to eat some very green spinach and pea soup and drink some herbal tea in the hope of having a better day tomorrow...hope you can do something similar
I hide in my house after binges too, I can generally make it to work because I own a business and can leave if I need to, but so many times I think I'm going to lose my business eventually by not taking care of it and hiding at home because I'm too hungover to live.