Originally Posted by
LostLilly 
I need to join another class. I relapsed and am devisted. Cannot think for a min I can have a drink ever. I was doing really good but plagued with guilt, anxiety and pain. I need a better plan and make this my one focus. Feel like a huge failure. Devistated and let so many people down
Lilly
Hi!
I'm a serial relapser too,
I've been trying to maintain complete sobriety since nov last year!
Always keep trying xoxo
Long work day today and tomorrow, will just drop in briefly to keep a part of the group xx