Goodbye my darlings , Shaun is dropping me off at rehab now. I'm very nervous about detoxing again , this is going to be birds . I'll be a new Wendy when I come back , I love you all dearly xxx
I'm scared lol , but excited too ...xxx imite s very strange feeling as part of me is sad not to drink but the other part of me says , thank God.
I'm taking my Farrell lea rocky road , chocolate so I have some solace , I'm so scared
Bye everyone , I never told Mum and Dad .
I'm going to be so well ....I'm feeling s million thousand feelings
Bob summed everything up for me , thank you darling one ...xx x